Beauty

2016 - 2026

Beauty, but mostly known as & called "shen-shen" among other baby nicknames...I lost a piece of me / my soul / my heart on 8/7/2026 when I had to have you humanely euthanized because you got mouth cancer (aggressive and fast acting!!) and I am so empty, sad, lost, angry and have no motivation in my daily activities. You are in every nook & cranny of this apartment; you left your mark, literally in one spot where you would stretch while leave scratches on the outside door molding of home office. I took pics of it. I found 1 whisker days after 8/7 and nail sheeths (3) as well. I have a tuft of your hair & a paw print from "lap of Love" (the at-home euthanasia co.) you would've turned 10 this month, September...but never got the chance. I am angry and hate cancer!!!!! you should still be here :( no words to really convey the pain and how I am missing you!!! especially at night and morning as you were my permanent bed mate and cuddled at my feet or waist every night from time I got you (2/28/2017 to 8/5/2026) - I closed my bedroom on 8/6, the night before, so you wouldn't get stuck under bed where I couldn't get you out in a.m.- you were/are my bestest girl, oos. *another nickname, lol*