2008 - 2018
Carrie, I hope you are free now.
You deserved a lot more love than you received. I was an awful parent to you. You have every right to hate me. I hate me too.
I'm sorry for everything.
You were independent. And free. I wish I was more like you. But I am not.
Sometimes the people who are supposed to take care of us turn out to be the real monsters. I am sorry I was a monster to you. You were innocent. I abandoned you when you needed me the most.
I am sorry that I failed you. But I have to let you go. Goodbye my friend.I hope you find Peace.