Sonny Black egan

2011 - 2022

My son was a gift from God. He was amazing in everyway. From the day we met I already his every need. He was a mommies boy. By my side all the time. He was wonderful with kids & so filled with love. We went through such hard times during his life but as long as his Mommy & Daddy were there he was happy. In fact he was the reason to wake up ever day. His morning loving his needs for the day were the only reason to live. He was never sick & trusted anything we did to him for him he was just such a special boy. When he got sick we tried everything to help him. We would have moved heaven and earth for him. There was nothing I could do to stop him from not suffering at the end & it feels like I failed him at the end. I feel I killed him. He died in bed next to me in my care. What did I miss what did I not see. How come I could not save him. What did I miss. Now its so empty. The home feels like its missing his spirits. He has taken my heart & soul with him. To wake without him being here is the worst feeling. My son is gone My baby is not with me. I pray he is safe & in the place were he is surrounded with love & is happy. I hope one day he can forgive his mommy. Love all the love you filled my heart with over the years Sonny You Will Always Be Mommas Baby Her Sunshine